I wonder why..

this past time i have something that disturb my mind.. i dont know why im so eager to see my friends, my best friends, and my other friends who i havent seen for so long.. but i wonder do they feel the same? or is it just word when you text them or call them? you see we just celebrate Eid and happy Eid Day to all muslim, as friend we should visit each other, its hard for me since i dont have any transportation but does it give ur friend the right to abandoned u just like that?? i dont really understand. is it just me or it really is like that? but i really dont mind being abandoned coz to me its just a "thing".. happen again.. oh well...