again...

sigh... the feeling came again.. so here i am wrote rubbish again.. why cant i write my happy things? instead only sadness i ever wrote.. its because there is nothing happy about my life thats why.. its boring as hell.. if you guys in my shoes.. you probably have a fren no one could see.. and you talk alone.. hah.. lucky your not me they say having frens.. you wont be lonely... i seriously doubt that.. i have frens.. i have many of them.. yet.. im still lonely.. some say.. best fren never abandon you... truth to one.. the other already gone.. words are never true.. even thought its like that.. i always try to remain true to my word.. and i only speak what i can accomplish.. sigh.. but woman do likes being lied too.. thats why they heart broken much more easily.. and then couple again with the same person and heart broken again and blame all the guy.. WTF laa.. there is no cure for narrow minded.. no matter what you try.. in the end it always stay narrow.